Thursday, June 7, 2012

encounter at otter point


Beneath unending skies misty sea horizons
edge across these moors along shaggy multicolor carpet
effulgent evergreens offering new growth in
joyful vigor seldom seen, chartreuses pregnant with promise
sprinkled with tiny brilliant blossoms in wild shades
Voluptuously reminiscent of the most mouthwatering exotic fruit:
berries, kumquat, pomegranate, mango, juicy tangerine.
I dare not name these wild &  newly flowering children,
most as unfamiliar to my eye as if they’ve fallen from
some keltic fairy kingdom, some distant outer planet,
or risen surreptitiously from the florid foamy  sea.
we  trample overgrown & fragrant paths along the breathless edge
overcome with pure elation and appreciation
Until my husband suddenly in a harsh shout wakens me—Watch out! You’re on
an overhang!—he yells, hands cupped
against the ocean’s nearby roar. I turn and see the giant golden sculpted cliffs,
streaked mud-red sandstone walls w oddly vertical layers rise
as if slung there by some ancient capricious continental drift—
denuded by El Nino and the endlessly relentless crash of waves—
a sandy clay where the most tenacious plant from heaven could  never root or grow
I’m standing on a path surrounded by bright blooms and evidently ready now to fall
unceremoniously  into the dizzying drop below, the vast expanse beneath unsupported
weight held up above eroded earth only by the sheerest land bridge made of weak and rootless silt
and shale  sand—all that from the pathway’s vantage point was hidden and invisible to me—
I quickly stride to safer perch to take the trail closer in, forsake the risky ledge.
But now we see another couple, these two with a little yapping dog beleashed
who ceremoniously take the trail we’ve just forsaken and with our arms and voices,
try to warn them—they seem annoyed.  As if we’ve trespassed in their reverie.
We point out the sheerness of the cliffs. “We know” the woman says a bit impatiently.
“this is otter point. Have you googled it? A fascinating history. We’re moving here.”
Get out! I scream and point. But just like me she cannot see. She shrugs and walks
Blithely blindly on, her husband at her tail along the twisting precarious trail.
Great, I defer cheerfully. and welcome to this orphaned land, all patrons and all matrons
Gratefully received—“Be safe! No accidents!” She flings a painted blonde hair
from her eyes w well manicured and diamond studded hand.
“We believe in abundance,” she calls from her suspended ledge,
smiling and appearing irritated both at once.  "NO VICTIMS!"
“we believe in only choices—it’s all energy!”
“OK, perhaps I need to hear that!” I hear myself say w/o credibility. I myself
lose altitude now, and faith and spirit.  We tramp back down the trail
in silence, wordless and  unaccompanied and heading back to the
Camper’s parking lot where our old blue grey mommyvan sits modest and serene
comfortingly familiar and alone except for a brand new Lincoln SUV
w chrome rack and rims, a relative behemoth beast, as  strangely odd and menacing
 in coldly gleaming pure white presence crouching here as some rare displaced,
perhaps endangered  polar bear.
That  woman by the way   -tho not near as old- was almost quite as large
and possibly as heavy as me.

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

eclipsed


Eclipsed

We sit alone together in the Chinese restaurant  
5 o’clock, the dead zone in the western world, a hollow space
Between lunch and dinner, only a single occupied table,
A huge hispanic family seated in the center of the room,
They’re well nourished, well groomed, well dressed,
Accordioned white spun silk shirts & black shiny satin dresses
having just come from a wedding, it seems,
Or maybe some giant faraway church, or maybe major grocery shopping
kids noshing on everything from egg rolls to mar far sweet & sour.
We are old & tired; the day has been long & exhausting, not much  accomplished,
The biggest news around is the full solar eclipse, not another to be seen
For more than a decade anywhere on earth. For once, we have landed an ideal
Viewing position. I stare out the huge plate glass window, through which the colored
Light leeches irrelevantly as we speak. I wonder at the quietness of space, empty sidewalks,
Sunday afternoon before memorial day Sunday & everyone no doubt  
at the m ountains now or on the beach, hoping for a view.  We are space aliens
who have landed in this funky Chinese restaurant.
We now know there are many more varieties & dialects than even this
20 page menu can contain, but are content to flip & frown.
It is comical almost to watch the children well behaved at table pray
“Gracias por el arroz frito y el fried shrimp”
items we no longer order, managing cholesterol.
No one here cares, apparently, about the alignment of  heavenly bodies.
We are careful elders who barely catch a glance, except for the waitress,
Whose slim figure in polky dot A line is arresting, & who
Culturally recalls how to respect her elders, as we are wise, & probably
Better tippers than the young.  The sky outside is graying fast, like a giant cloud cover
passing, the solar eye a lidded stare. We both stare at one another under pure
fluorescent light,
Too tired to even think to go outside.
I guess the solar eclipse is in full swing, I manage.
Yes, the light looks pretty dull out there you reply. We stare again
At the menu; our waitress arrives, recognizing & recalling us.
As the room fades, her her face lights up.
“One singapore chow fun!
One happy family, white rice!”

Friday, May 18, 2012

dreaming 2012


Dear sarah jessica parker, i love you too & obamas too i would love to join all 3 of you for dinner but i have already been donating money i don't have. i dreamed about the o'bamas last nite. we were getting our pictures taken w barack. i took two good ones of my friends w him but i asked michelle to take one with him and me. i dont know why i didn't want her to be in the picture. they had 2 giant bears with them, so then i wanted pix w me, obama & the bears. they were nice about it, but then i went inside & locked the door. the bears snarled & tried to get in baring their long fangs & claws. twas then i realized they were secret service bears.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

broken hearts

this is a valentine poem
for everyone who did not get a valentine
there are more people who get this valentine
than were buried in haiti, carried away by tsunamis
or pointlessly murdered by weapons of mass destruction
put together. everybody knows
the meaning of a broken heart.
ah, broken hearts.
the journey of life is to face the insane hurt
of the black hole left by one who leaves
with or without a smile or pointless explanation
for something that really cant be understood.
breathe, broken hearted one, for through this breath
the whole story of God will flow through to you.
breathe, for through this dark tunnel
the wind of Spirit will surely surge again
and bring you back revivified to life.
breathe, for when you surrender to this pain
the joy of love like the perfect wave will surely rise again
and just as you have learned to neither expect nor await it,
the magic of love will certainly return to you
shining through tears and sorrow, sparking wet in the sun,
more beautiful more perfect more precious
than you can even remember or allow the dark mind of fear
to let you now in these dark moments, believe,
but from one who knows take this promise deep to heart
believe, like blind stevie, like suffering marley, like john & yoko imagining
& all the rest, the music lives & will live on forever, she will
fly home, returning in a new voice, new face new fractal form, new spirit,
heart, mind--Believe.
Believe. BELIEVE.