Befriending the Tsunami
Befriend the torn tsunami scarline of your own post surgical face.
Know the sliding gravel piles jaggedly conceding defeat to gravity
Surrender to sandy erosion new hillsides of felled timber, balding grasslands
Find familiar soon this blemished surface, fetal sinkhole chasms
littered with the memories of richly rotting corpses,
carcasses photographed so perfectly from space now tiny homeless rodents
the shapes of spirits now ash-scattered, that can never be collected
like the fog of broken clouds that change in constant quantum flow.
Fear not the broken boulders cracking surfaces of streets
Swirling black oil down where fish kill stinks below in rotting stacks
Where children’s spines like human jigsaws make their newly crisp & brittle origami
where cumulative cholera pools waistdeep covered by a veil of swarming gnats,
garbage that has gathered higher than a mountaintop in rancid drifts.
Fear not the blind tornado earthquake of the oceanic damage of your earthly face.
Beneath the sculptured surface mud & bone & excrement
above the fertile fecal soil where new eruptions threaten constantly
Where rumblings like a dark digestion of a system undermined,
your consciousness remains beneath the black & poisoned sky.
your dreamtime wanders lapping edges of the dark & toxic sea.
Realize that consciousness alone is rare
& often called a kind of grace.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Sunday, April 10, 2011
"सोलाचे ऑफ़ थे एएस"
“Solace of the Eyes” a song for tahirih, first woman martyr of our Faith
(1817-52)
It was to be a morning hanging. Under house arrest
you bathed & stayed awake in prayer.
You chose your final raiment, your own wedding dress
with a single trusted servant
& like a bride, rode sidesaddle to your coming death
But your executioner drunk already hurled stones,
stoned you, stone by jagged stone by senseless stone
in mumbling staggering parody of all you were & threw your body
down a midnight well. The crescent moon your solitary silent witness.
The sleeping sun failed to appear.
Your guilty crimes: you wrote your meter & your verse
in Farsi language, persian poetry little known then in the West
But in the East, so subtly potent to express
the painted passion & the subtle fury of the strength you felt within your breast.
In English few have known the raga of your rhythm,
the metered meaning of your rhyme. In America in your time
other women unbeknownst were raising up their voices
one by one, courageously as you
& had gathered in their first conflagrating conference that very week
but never knew
across the world a woman of your beauty or your poetry unfurled
behind the veil, a pure one, consolation, a “solace of the eyes”--
whose lines had cried for women everywhere
& chanted out in faith for higher love & justice
& understanding & life’s sacred holy purity
whose final written words decried her death decree
but still did not once plead for amnesty.
Tahirih! Tahirih! The knot they chose to murder you
would not provide a speedy end or give you mercy
would fail to simply twig-like snap the neck so delicate
it drove weak men to honor savagery
but instead designed to torture you
with slow humiliating suffering-- a knot to
squeeze each breath from deep within
to watch its victim kick & gasp for breath & beg for death--
to face open-eyed if veiled & hooded once again.
It would not be. For all that was taken in that wrenching travesty
restored, assured you once again immortality, the heart to face
the specter death without a fear, except that spirit
Be crushed too & taken down
& that, to rob from thee thy Soul, the essence of thy gifted breath,
pure Tahirih, was not a thing that men--
no matter of the greatest or of smallest count—
in all the worlds of God! could ever do
& but ensured that every moaning longing captivatingly revealed
would now for man’s own future history
be seen & known around the world,
unquestionably true.
(1817-52)
It was to be a morning hanging. Under house arrest
you bathed & stayed awake in prayer.
You chose your final raiment, your own wedding dress
with a single trusted servant
& like a bride, rode sidesaddle to your coming death
But your executioner drunk already hurled stones,
stoned you, stone by jagged stone by senseless stone
in mumbling staggering parody of all you were & threw your body
down a midnight well. The crescent moon your solitary silent witness.
The sleeping sun failed to appear.
Your guilty crimes: you wrote your meter & your verse
in Farsi language, persian poetry little known then in the West
But in the East, so subtly potent to express
the painted passion & the subtle fury of the strength you felt within your breast.
In English few have known the raga of your rhythm,
the metered meaning of your rhyme. In America in your time
other women unbeknownst were raising up their voices
one by one, courageously as you
& had gathered in their first conflagrating conference that very week
but never knew
across the world a woman of your beauty or your poetry unfurled
behind the veil, a pure one, consolation, a “solace of the eyes”--
whose lines had cried for women everywhere
& chanted out in faith for higher love & justice
& understanding & life’s sacred holy purity
whose final written words decried her death decree
but still did not once plead for amnesty.
Tahirih! Tahirih! The knot they chose to murder you
would not provide a speedy end or give you mercy
would fail to simply twig-like snap the neck so delicate
it drove weak men to honor savagery
but instead designed to torture you
with slow humiliating suffering-- a knot to
squeeze each breath from deep within
to watch its victim kick & gasp for breath & beg for death--
to face open-eyed if veiled & hooded once again.
It would not be. For all that was taken in that wrenching travesty
restored, assured you once again immortality, the heart to face
the specter death without a fear, except that spirit
Be crushed too & taken down
& that, to rob from thee thy Soul, the essence of thy gifted breath,
pure Tahirih, was not a thing that men--
no matter of the greatest or of smallest count—
in all the worlds of God! could ever do
& but ensured that every moaning longing captivatingly revealed
would now for man’s own future history
be seen & known around the world,
unquestionably true.
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
We tramp the trail in early march
Tendrils of damp branches leaf out overhead
or want to try but earth so slowly thawing underneath
where worms crawl navigating ocean puddle lakes
& stormy skies charcoal curling waves rush overhead
reflect each other on this cold wet sunday afternoon
as drops fall seemingly at every pace
& splash our stretching legs from spongy ground we tread
& count the drops & try to classify
what qualifies as gust or gale or number of raindrops to a shower.
We laugh to keep the rhythm of our march to move
Ahead & stir each other to some wave of dark gray irony.
How spring seems now looming ahead to us, more like the restful
graveyard bed than birthing cradle of any kind
of planted flower in this halflight trudge.
We muse the marches of our younger years & how we’d
hike for days & nights to reach some fantasyed destination place.
& now we’re happy to just see the lights of home flickering ahead
& feel our breath & hear the motor of our beating hearts
& smell the aromatic chicken roasting from the kitchen porch
& count our pulses reassuringly, & glance forgivingly at one another,
Smile briefly, then unwrap, & just come in, &
softly settle slowly down again.
Tendrils of damp branches leaf out overhead
or want to try but earth so slowly thawing underneath
where worms crawl navigating ocean puddle lakes
& stormy skies charcoal curling waves rush overhead
reflect each other on this cold wet sunday afternoon
as drops fall seemingly at every pace
& splash our stretching legs from spongy ground we tread
& count the drops & try to classify
what qualifies as gust or gale or number of raindrops to a shower.
We laugh to keep the rhythm of our march to move
Ahead & stir each other to some wave of dark gray irony.
How spring seems now looming ahead to us, more like the restful
graveyard bed than birthing cradle of any kind
of planted flower in this halflight trudge.
We muse the marches of our younger years & how we’d
hike for days & nights to reach some fantasyed destination place.
& now we’re happy to just see the lights of home flickering ahead
& feel our breath & hear the motor of our beating hearts
& smell the aromatic chicken roasting from the kitchen porch
& count our pulses reassuringly, & glance forgivingly at one another,
Smile briefly, then unwrap, & just come in, &
softly settle slowly down again.
Monday, February 14, 2011
कोम्परेड तो यू माय डार्लिंग, हफेज़ & रूमी वेरे ब्लिंद दृन्कें गोअठेर्ड्स
Compared to you, my Darling, Hafez & Rumi were A Pair of Blind, Drunken Goatherds
looking for the perfect valentine
i searched everywhere
googling the internet w/ a trillion eyes
looking for that single just-right message, perfect for you
alas! couldn't be done. instead, in my endless
vain efforts, trying to accumulate & sort these frantic stacks of words,
my constant grasping to contain even one
tiny ideal moment to express that sweet
essence, your incredible Being,
snap the trap on the image photographically tasteful & iconic--
why, i've already barred the window, shut the open wide & barred one
where that knowing old owl flew freely through
at night & again at dawn,
that white winged whirring wild owl who
wisely lived in silence softly in the wooded park
in daytime, teasing us with camophlage
amid the textures of trees in glinting sunlight,
only flashing by in unexpected flight at dark,
wings whooshing while dove-cooing--that silent, half-forgotten
one whose spirit
always made us all look
upward, half-giddy--
searching--
- {happy valentines day}
looking for the perfect valentine
i searched everywhere
googling the internet w/ a trillion eyes
looking for that single just-right message, perfect for you
alas! couldn't be done. instead, in my endless
vain efforts, trying to accumulate & sort these frantic stacks of words,
my constant grasping to contain even one
tiny ideal moment to express that sweet
essence, your incredible Being,
snap the trap on the image photographically tasteful & iconic--
why, i've already barred the window, shut the open wide & barred one
where that knowing old owl flew freely through
at night & again at dawn,
that white winged whirring wild owl who
wisely lived in silence softly in the wooded park
in daytime, teasing us with camophlage
amid the textures of trees in glinting sunlight,
only flashing by in unexpected flight at dark,
wings whooshing while dove-cooing--that silent, half-forgotten
one whose spirit
always made us all look
upward, half-giddy--
searching--
- {happy valentines day}
Thursday, January 6, 2011
अ लुच्क्य वोमन
A lucky woman [with apologies to pamela redmond satran]
A lucky woman can earn enough money of her own –
neither inherited nor won in the lottery nor stolen from a previous spouse –
so her husband is sure she stays because she wants to, & not
because she needs to. And if she is lucky, she doesn’t earn enough
to suspect her husband of sticking around because he’s lazy, & found
a comfortable lifestyle niche.
if she is lucky in her life, a woman will have
an employer of such integrity & a lover so unforgettable that forever after
she considers thoughtfully every stitch she’ll choose to wear in any situation
for her own sake & the person she knows she is. If she did not have the perfect
boyfriend or the incomparable boss, she is lucky to have observed this &
learned on her own. If she's lucky, a woman lives out her youthful fancies
while she is still young & moves on, outliving them. If she is lucky, she will have enough left of her mind to remember it all—the beauty & the pain—when she is old
& the wisdom to not tell what is best left to rest.
If she is lucky, her mother will leave her a lace dress that they both could wear,
& her father, a set of tools they both could have used.
If she is lucky, she can build herself a beautiful piece of furniture
both her parents would have admired. & if she did not have those parents,
she is lucky not to obsess over it. If she is lucky, a woman collects
dishes to serve extraordinary foods for all kinds of people, from waterford crystal,
bone china, indigenous ceramics, diverse and unique, & goodwill serving spoons
with a heart thrilled to offer them. If she is lucky, A woman always has enough
to feed her children without selling her own bones.
If she is lucky, a woman will have all
the beautiful stemware she wants whether received as gifts, secondhand,
or purchased at personal sacrifice & luckier still
if she doesn’t mind not having them.
If she is lucky, a woman will have recipes from generations & family & countries round the world & happy memories of all the times she prepared them
for guests who felt lucky to enjoy them. A lucky woman’s inheritance
was never destroyed in a firefight, a pogram, a pillaging or an ugly divorce.
A lucky woman knows herself & loves others freely,
Knows it is better to love what you have than to get what you want.
Doesn’t pretend to know her own destiny or that of anyone else.
A lucky woman knows in her bones that to love
Means losing herself
To something that is greater than everything.
A lucky woman has the guts & means to quit a job,
Leave an abuser,
Speak truth to power & wisdom to a friend in trouble whether or not
A bond proves fragile
or unbreakable
A lucky woman knows when to try harder
& when to walk away, sometimes forever.
A lucky woman knows she’ll never change
The length of her legs, the size of her feet, or the history of her family
--including all her own mistakes.
A lucky woman knows it is still ok to cry alone but outgrows the need for sympathy,
remembers always that moments of joy will always punctuate even the hardest times
good humor can kill the sourest poison, & that at the end of the day,
all the whispering drunks
were right after all: it’s never too late
to have a happy childhood.
A lucky woman knows that love's the only thing
Worth everything, unpoisons the well, decontaminates the bed,
renews the garden, & has learned to distinguish the yearning
from the giving. She knows the only human failure bottom line
is after all the failure to love, despite the gains & losses.
A lucky woman knows how to live alone... & how to share.
A lucky woman knows whom she can trust,
whom she shouldn't, and that taking it personally is sheer egotism.
A lucky woman knows where to go -- a brokenhearted best friend's kitchen table
a lonely inn in the woods, a streetside bistro in a busy neighborhood,
or behind the counter serving Salvation Army Thanksgiving dinner
to homeless sick folks
when her own soul needs soothing.
A woman knows she can never really learn the limits of her own capacity
But keeps trying to grow it bigger by making happiness for those around her
Remembering how lucky one is just to be
An ordinary woman, day by day, month by month,
Year by year...
A lucky woman can earn enough money of her own –
neither inherited nor won in the lottery nor stolen from a previous spouse –
so her husband is sure she stays because she wants to, & not
because she needs to. And if she is lucky, she doesn’t earn enough
to suspect her husband of sticking around because he’s lazy, & found
a comfortable lifestyle niche.
if she is lucky in her life, a woman will have
an employer of such integrity & a lover so unforgettable that forever after
she considers thoughtfully every stitch she’ll choose to wear in any situation
for her own sake & the person she knows she is. If she did not have the perfect
boyfriend or the incomparable boss, she is lucky to have observed this &
learned on her own. If she's lucky, a woman lives out her youthful fancies
while she is still young & moves on, outliving them. If she is lucky, she will have enough left of her mind to remember it all—the beauty & the pain—when she is old
& the wisdom to not tell what is best left to rest.
If she is lucky, her mother will leave her a lace dress that they both could wear,
& her father, a set of tools they both could have used.
If she is lucky, she can build herself a beautiful piece of furniture
both her parents would have admired. & if she did not have those parents,
she is lucky not to obsess over it. If she is lucky, a woman collects
dishes to serve extraordinary foods for all kinds of people, from waterford crystal,
bone china, indigenous ceramics, diverse and unique, & goodwill serving spoons
with a heart thrilled to offer them. If she is lucky, A woman always has enough
to feed her children without selling her own bones.
If she is lucky, a woman will have all
the beautiful stemware she wants whether received as gifts, secondhand,
or purchased at personal sacrifice & luckier still
if she doesn’t mind not having them.
If she is lucky, a woman will have recipes from generations & family & countries round the world & happy memories of all the times she prepared them
for guests who felt lucky to enjoy them. A lucky woman’s inheritance
was never destroyed in a firefight, a pogram, a pillaging or an ugly divorce.
A lucky woman knows herself & loves others freely,
Knows it is better to love what you have than to get what you want.
Doesn’t pretend to know her own destiny or that of anyone else.
A lucky woman knows in her bones that to love
Means losing herself
To something that is greater than everything.
A lucky woman has the guts & means to quit a job,
Leave an abuser,
Speak truth to power & wisdom to a friend in trouble whether or not
A bond proves fragile
or unbreakable
A lucky woman knows when to try harder
& when to walk away, sometimes forever.
A lucky woman knows she’ll never change
The length of her legs, the size of her feet, or the history of her family
--including all her own mistakes.
A lucky woman knows it is still ok to cry alone but outgrows the need for sympathy,
remembers always that moments of joy will always punctuate even the hardest times
good humor can kill the sourest poison, & that at the end of the day,
all the whispering drunks
were right after all: it’s never too late
to have a happy childhood.
A lucky woman knows that love's the only thing
Worth everything, unpoisons the well, decontaminates the bed,
renews the garden, & has learned to distinguish the yearning
from the giving. She knows the only human failure bottom line
is after all the failure to love, despite the gains & losses.
A lucky woman knows how to live alone... & how to share.
A lucky woman knows whom she can trust,
whom she shouldn't, and that taking it personally is sheer egotism.
A lucky woman knows where to go -- a brokenhearted best friend's kitchen table
a lonely inn in the woods, a streetside bistro in a busy neighborhood,
or behind the counter serving Salvation Army Thanksgiving dinner
to homeless sick folks
when her own soul needs soothing.
A woman knows she can never really learn the limits of her own capacity
But keeps trying to grow it bigger by making happiness for those around her
Remembering how lucky one is just to be
An ordinary woman, day by day, month by month,
Year by year...
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
American Labor Day
Trees are screeching alive with birds at september’s dawn. We don’t know
Whether they are visiting or coming or going.
Snow will fall in the mountains, possibly. It’s strange
Georgie Girl died this year; Boy George finally out of prison. We sigh
To each other in text msgs, absent offspring grown now in a world so small
We touch each other w/ a single syllable. our children all seem
To be living in china, spain or brazil,
bemoaning the fates of fatted calves strengthened w/ carcinogenic hormones
& chickens raised in concentration camps, infants hosting & harboring tiny
microbes as yet unnamed,
& the challenges of losing weight on diets loaded with unseen killer carbohydrates.
From our foamy chaises on padded derrieres,
We still want to weep with maudlin self pity
over hard times we recall when someone from our neighborhood
Was killed in Vietnam over half a century ago
Tho between us, we can’t seem to remember his name now
in these groups where we each purchase our own perfectly brewed coffee, we
still manage to purge a puked up poem from our own ancient recollections. Back home, we turn on gas fireplaces for the first time this season, feel a newly
arthritic wrist, cry discreetly
over the stock market & conspiratorial candidacies.
We wonder if our banks hold water, or gold.
Hair replacement products are sold during tv network news, accompanying
sex enhancing chemicals, cholesterol controllers, a supplement guaranteed
to grow yr own eyelashes, some new abatement for
excessive pressure of the blood.
Every moment a miracle or two is stalking us on the internet.
Still, we sigh over electronic & environmental progress, & bitterly denounce
fortunes made & squandered by people a fraction of our age who drive foreign cars off their own hillside cliffs, taking wife & children with them, a perfect hole in one. Outside, under the hum of electric wires burdened with a trillion satellite signals carrying cacaphonous messages, earthquakes, floods, fires & rumors of war
Trees are screeching with birds
on overloaded wires that hum a loud blues dirge to a nonexistent & unhearing audience
Unmonitored by you tube or the 60 minute news
Even at the birth of September, a most glorious Labor day.
Trees are screeching alive with birds at september’s dawn. We don’t know
Whether they are visiting or coming or going.
Snow will fall in the mountains, possibly. It’s strange
Georgie Girl died this year; Boy George finally out of prison. We sigh
To each other in text msgs, absent offspring grown now in a world so small
We touch each other w/ a single syllable. our children all seem
To be living in china, spain or brazil,
bemoaning the fates of fatted calves strengthened w/ carcinogenic hormones
& chickens raised in concentration camps, infants hosting & harboring tiny
microbes as yet unnamed,
& the challenges of losing weight on diets loaded with unseen killer carbohydrates.
From our foamy chaises on padded derrieres,
We still want to weep with maudlin self pity
over hard times we recall when someone from our neighborhood
Was killed in Vietnam over half a century ago
Tho between us, we can’t seem to remember his name now
in these groups where we each purchase our own perfectly brewed coffee, we
still manage to purge a puked up poem from our own ancient recollections. Back home, we turn on gas fireplaces for the first time this season, feel a newly
arthritic wrist, cry discreetly
over the stock market & conspiratorial candidacies.
We wonder if our banks hold water, or gold.
Hair replacement products are sold during tv network news, accompanying
sex enhancing chemicals, cholesterol controllers, a supplement guaranteed
to grow yr own eyelashes, some new abatement for
excessive pressure of the blood.
Every moment a miracle or two is stalking us on the internet.
Still, we sigh over electronic & environmental progress, & bitterly denounce
fortunes made & squandered by people a fraction of our age who drive foreign cars off their own hillside cliffs, taking wife & children with them, a perfect hole in one. Outside, under the hum of electric wires burdened with a trillion satellite signals carrying cacaphonous messages, earthquakes, floods, fires & rumors of war
Trees are screeching with birds
on overloaded wires that hum a loud blues dirge to a nonexistent & unhearing audience
Unmonitored by you tube or the 60 minute news
Even at the birth of September, a most glorious Labor day.
Monday, September 6, 2010
इन india
in India, i learn in 2 weeks that after 55 years
there are no shortcuts
that the india of my girlhood dream had long ago evaporated
Vanished the fancy floating tent lids of various shade & hue
Trumped now by the cirque de soleil
Disappeared the snakecharming dhoti-clad noseflutists
Weaving mystical melodies on cobblestone corners
Now, the bindi laden overweight sullen desk clerks
That I possibly met in seattle
Forgoing namaste for a nod & expressing
The final holdout of a racist regime, calling me “mem”
Only for the sake of my unpronounceable Norwegian surname
& the slightest possibility that they have lost my reservation.
in India,i learn
That the moment i began to form suspicions, to hold
dark Judgments in my mind, a human being will explode it
a filthy, clear eyed child who offers me a rose, not having eaten
is called a worthless beggar
By people polishing off meat sandwiches
At a nearby subway franchise; & in an elevator,
a warm & smiling turbaned gentleman from Dubai
Tells me it’s even hotter at home.
“But it’s that dry heat,”
i gently refrain from reminding him.
In India, i learn
That there is no dodging the decades
Of karma you thought you’d released. The lens you want
To turn on others must be pointed back at Self; the old friends
you had mistaken for enemies, & avoided
Are waiting for you, sharpening knife blades in their skirts
As calmly they prepare for psychic surgery
The moment your head hits the pillow,
Hoping this time to open your life-veins for love.
in India, i learn again the things
that time & cultural complacency have caused me to forget.
That the value of a dollar is never fixed. Every scale is sliding
And yr price is determined, among other factors,
by the number of gold bangles you wrap around yr sleeve,
advertising to the world just what you’re worth, or at least
the estimated value of yr husband. in India, I learn
that some values are indeed without compromise.
The face of Ghandi, for example, adorns the currency in all denominations
down to & including the humble 5 rupee coin, and recollect how
“Mahatma” means “Great soul.”
In india, I learn
That I cannot learn India driving thru a couple of massive cities
On an air conditioned bus with double wide cushioned seats
To comfort american derrieres. That the story behind every ashram wall
might be the same, or very different, that some temples
will force you to doff your sandals; others want harder donations, &
the most sublime allow no photography, nor video, nor shoes.
in India, i learn
that the India you learn from travel agents is not real
But neither is the India you visited, however briefly
that the place you missed seeing is always right around the corner
from the place where you spent the entire afternoon
Having the time of your life, & that somehow
The Divine Cosmos ordered up the entire imagination.
In India, i learn that there are not as many curries as there are villages.
but there are as many curries as there are chefs
& every family has a secret recipe, that was not yet another gift
God mysteriously granted to your family alone. in India,
i learn that having failed to learn India,
My new great dream is to return, search again
go on looking in villages & mountain byways mist
to find the sacred dancing festivals & random holy men
& really this time see India, the one I know deep in my heart
still hides existing there, before (i)
[die]
there are no shortcuts
that the india of my girlhood dream had long ago evaporated
Vanished the fancy floating tent lids of various shade & hue
Trumped now by the cirque de soleil
Disappeared the snakecharming dhoti-clad noseflutists
Weaving mystical melodies on cobblestone corners
Now, the bindi laden overweight sullen desk clerks
That I possibly met in seattle
Forgoing namaste for a nod & expressing
The final holdout of a racist regime, calling me “mem”
Only for the sake of my unpronounceable Norwegian surname
& the slightest possibility that they have lost my reservation.
in India,i learn
That the moment i began to form suspicions, to hold
dark Judgments in my mind, a human being will explode it
a filthy, clear eyed child who offers me a rose, not having eaten
is called a worthless beggar
By people polishing off meat sandwiches
At a nearby subway franchise; & in an elevator,
a warm & smiling turbaned gentleman from Dubai
Tells me it’s even hotter at home.
“But it’s that dry heat,”
i gently refrain from reminding him.
In India, i learn
That there is no dodging the decades
Of karma you thought you’d released. The lens you want
To turn on others must be pointed back at Self; the old friends
you had mistaken for enemies, & avoided
Are waiting for you, sharpening knife blades in their skirts
As calmly they prepare for psychic surgery
The moment your head hits the pillow,
Hoping this time to open your life-veins for love.
in India, i learn again the things
that time & cultural complacency have caused me to forget.
That the value of a dollar is never fixed. Every scale is sliding
And yr price is determined, among other factors,
by the number of gold bangles you wrap around yr sleeve,
advertising to the world just what you’re worth, or at least
the estimated value of yr husband. in India, I learn
that some values are indeed without compromise.
The face of Ghandi, for example, adorns the currency in all denominations
down to & including the humble 5 rupee coin, and recollect how
“Mahatma” means “Great soul.”
In india, I learn
That I cannot learn India driving thru a couple of massive cities
On an air conditioned bus with double wide cushioned seats
To comfort american derrieres. That the story behind every ashram wall
might be the same, or very different, that some temples
will force you to doff your sandals; others want harder donations, &
the most sublime allow no photography, nor video, nor shoes.
in India, i learn
that the India you learn from travel agents is not real
But neither is the India you visited, however briefly
that the place you missed seeing is always right around the corner
from the place where you spent the entire afternoon
Having the time of your life, & that somehow
The Divine Cosmos ordered up the entire imagination.
In India, i learn that there are not as many curries as there are villages.
but there are as many curries as there are chefs
& every family has a secret recipe, that was not yet another gift
God mysteriously granted to your family alone. in India,
i learn that having failed to learn India,
My new great dream is to return, search again
go on looking in villages & mountain byways mist
to find the sacred dancing festivals & random holy men
& really this time see India, the one I know deep in my heart
still hides existing there, before (i)
[die]
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